| WOW..NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS DID I THINK I'D EVER GRACE THESE FAITHFUL PAGES AGAIN..THERES A LOT OF PAIN, INTRIGUE, LOVE, PASSION, COMEDY, PAST THOUGHTS: THAT WENT INTO THIS SHIT!!!! THIS IS MY 1ST TIME WRITTIN IN THIS SHIT FOR 3 YEARSS...NO, 4 YRS AND IT FEELS SOOOO GGOOOOD BUT AKWARD AT THE SAME TIME...
wELL GUESS WHAT...... AINT SHIT CHANGED BITCHES!!!!
ONLY THING CHANGED IS IM WISER, OLDER(21 YRS OF AGE), AND CUTER..lol
BUT OTHER THAN THAT AINT SHIT CHANGED..IM STILL CAMERON...AND I STILL LIVE IN ANTIOCH!!! IT DONT MAKE NO SENSE..DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!!!!!
OH WELL..I GUESS IF YOU READ MY LAST ENTRY 4 YEARS AGO YOU'D UNDERSTAND..LOL!!!!
BUT I GUESSS I'VE GOTTEN ENOUGH..I HOPE THE PEOPLE WHO WERE MY FRIENDS ON THIS SHIT..STILL GET ON IT...
I GUESS MYSPACE STOLE ME FOR A SEC...LOL
// BACK IN BUISNESS \\
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WOW..yall know im gay now!!!!LOL Thats a lie but who knows I have been diggin chicks lately!!! WELl MY fuckin migrain is killing me..its WHip-lash from GREAT AMERICA(Which was fun as fuck)..Gay day @ Great America is this Sat. MAY 15,2004 & May 28,2004... So yeah hollah if you want to come with me people!! ummmmmm....I have fucking Prom this Friaday @ Bishop Odowd's its gonna be fun as fuck..im just scared imma have this migrain on Friday...so No fuckin way ....Im takeing vicodin and every damn thing....cause nothin is gonna ruin my fuckin night..My dad is letting me borrow the BMW...My tux (I know yall know I dont like tux's..but the tux i picked out is sexi as fuck so you know..i had to get it.) So yall have a nice nite..
Ciao!!
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| WELL FUCK ALL YALL UNDER CLASSMEN!!!
IT's SENIOR CUT DAY..AND IM NOT AT SCHOOL AND I'LL BE DAMNED YOU CATCH ME THERE!!! I dont know what im about to do today but imma have fun shit!!! I went to Great Of The Fuckin America's yesterday!!! We took Erika's car that bitch is a good ass driver!!! she drove all the way down to the fucking amusement park and parked it ..I mean that s a fucking miracle...but what can you expect from a muni drivers daughter .*((Shiiiit!!..The Best.))*. So yeah we met Naia, and Shari up there..we had a fuckin blast..I was happy for that day!!! We were so dumb...I cant wait till Disney Land..we bout to fuck that park up!! LOL but umm...Oh Yea..there were so many gay ppl at the fucking park!! Ya'll know I dont Chase for my shit(cause they come to me), but damn I wanted to so bad!!! and they were so cute..not one ugly one.. There was this one black carmel skinned fine mutha fucka..that was all on my shit..I had to step away he was too damn aggresive and cute..LOL!!!! But Yea I have to go On GAY DAY!!! THIS IS AN A.P.B-----> to all my gay friends yall know we have to hit that shit up for real!! Imm find out I think its in three weeks!! but yeah!! I'm helta(damn erika you got me typing that word)mad that all my friends are hooked up except me..I mean damn..when do I get mines..fuck it..im a just let that shit come to me..LOL..
Alright bitches,
Love yall
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| | Current Music: | NONE!! | | Subject: | Hey sexi ppl!!! | | Time: | 10:32 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/angry_sy.gif) aggravated |
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| Hey everyone...
Im kinda tired, excited, fucked up, wanna kiss, want to fuck, want to scream, cry, laugh,be free,independent,sing,cough, run, skip,trip,fall,fight,play,lounge,work,and be me!!!
If that doesnt make sense to you then you dont fucking get me!!! and if you dont fucking get me...what the hell are you doing as my friend..LOL just joking((FUCK YOU NO IM NOT)) Whos's ready for a relationship??? Cause I am it's about that time.... :::TO BE CONTINUED:::
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| | Current Music: | NONE | | Subject: | HEy PEOPLE!! | | Time: | 09:38 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/grumpy_sy.gif) annoyed |
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| Weekend was ok,,,could have been better but hey whatever..this is a boring journal entry cause I dont have much shit to talk about but I just wanted to type a lil' bit so ..yeah...well Id got my license back!!!..i didnt think I'd ever see that lil bitch again but it popped up...I wnet to my cousin Halima's baby shower that was interseting!!! I didnt tget druck this weekend like i planned but that's just the way of the Fucking world!!! I got one thing to say though..IT WAS SOOOOOOO FUCKING HOT THIS WEEKEND IN SAC I COULD HAVE DIED !!!! IT FELT LIKE THE SUN WAS RIGHT UP ON YO MUTHA FUCKIN FACE...ALL UP IN THAT ASS!!! I SWEAR I MUST OF CUSSED OUTR THE SUN 'BOUT 17 MILLION TIMES!!! but other than thati kept my ass inside from all that fucking heat where it was safe shiiiiiit!!
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| | Current Music: | :::Janet J. / IF::: | | Subject: | WOW!! | | Time: | 05:56 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/happy_sy.gif) amused |
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| Beyonce, first of all is the Queen Of Fuckin WEAVE!!! I give her ass that much...she can work a weave...But can I ask ya'll a personal fuckin question?...WHY IS HER MOUTH LIKE THAT!?...LIKE SHE READY TO DO SOMETHING?...THAT MOUTH POSITION IS FOR HER MAN (JOVA) ONLY...THAT BITCH GOT IT TWISTED...I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP..WHEN SHE DIDNT PUT JAY-Z IN HER "NAUGHTY GURL" VIDEO...SHIIIIIIT!!!...HE PUT HER IN HIS FUCKIN VIDEO!!!...OH and usher think he gon' get some ass!!...Look at his hand reaching!!..UH HUH...Hoeish Celeb's!!!... But yeah thats the worst pic I've seen of that bitch she look like she gained weight..Aint slept in a week,no a month...and her makeup made me glad that I dont have to wear that shit!!!...WELL IM SORRY I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST!!! But all in all The bitch is Top Shit!!!LOL..She just got caught off gaurd that's all..I dont know how the Hoe forgot I mean she on tour!!!...Dont that bitch know she is constantly photographed...Shit! I bet you they photograph that bitch sleeping..LOL...Well thats all I had to say cause I was shocked as hell to see my gurl lookin like that..thnx kamille for opening my eyes to that shit...LOL!!!
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| | Current Music: | :::Janet (Velvet Rope)/Lonely::: | | Subject: | SuRpRiSe!! | | Time: | 09:30 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/silly_sy.gif) giggly |
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| This is for you AJ!!..I didnt know your man modeled....LOL *^_~*
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| It's about time that I update this bitch again cause I some shit to say...that hurts me every day more and more...and as I approach graduation it becomes more prevelent than ever...it Saddens me! I have come to a realization that I'm in a point in my life where I want to be happy, but just cant attain it...people in my life dont mean shit right now (no offense)..what I mean is that...People in my life arnt going to mean shit in a year...I'm leaving for school in L.A...and everybody is either in their mode to graduate and leave this mess behind called High school life in general..or their staying and waiting for that junior college 2 yr. run!!!...I have justified in my perspective that I need to do what makes me happy right now,Whats good for Cameron? Forget the past, fuck the future and focus on the present(and live it)...If that means some people are going to be dissapointed so be it, if that means some people are going to hate me..Well Fuck yah!!(LOL) I've gotten to a point in my life where I have crossed the fucking edge of reality...Alot of shit in middle school and 9th grade..you probably wouldnt have saw me; wear,said,thought,drank,or heard...but I've gone so far I cant go back!!!(lol)
I thought I had people in my life that could make me happy (Erika, gurl you know!)But that shit just wasnt going to fly!!! I have to do whats right for me!!!..Ive updated my profile if you guys are interested!
<{( To BE Continued)}>
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| | Current Music: | :::BEYONCE (THATS ALL YALL BITCHES NEED TO KNOW) ::: | | Subject: | Yah..so ummm.... | | Time: | 12:56 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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| Well this is going to be short cause I dont have time right now to be all in this journal..but I thought I need to write something cause Iaint been on this in a while...But all in all er'y thang is copasetic...on this end just tired cause I was up all night with my gurl..Jen cruising in the mercedes..you know how we do!!!! but um yeah I met this guy online pretty freaky...I would never meet anyone off line in real life that is just crazy...anyone that knows me would probably think that Iwould but deep down that shit hella scares me... MY BEST FRIEND IS IN VEGAS...AND ITS FUCKING TERRIBLE WITH OUT HER ASS!!! I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE WENT WITH THAT BITCH...MY PARENTS WOULD HAVE LET ME...AND GAVE ME THE MONEY...BUT WHATEVER (LIVE AND MUTHA FUCKING LEARN)!!! Well I have to go..I have to meet my friend at The Buck(starbucks, and later on im going to a party(well a gay club in the city..so Tah Mutha Fucking Tah!
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So..yeah this is very dissapionting..cause if your one of those specila individuals that know me..you'd know im one of the freakiest/horniest bastards out there..but get this..When I entered my name in as "Cam"...my my sex drive was fucking 97%....well i'm takeing that one ..cause nobody calls me cameron anyhow..LOL....I'm still my fucking every thing insight self..LOL!!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | :::"I Want You"- Janet Jackson / Damita Jo::: | | Subject: | WELL THIS IS FUCKED UP!!! | | Time: | 10:19 pm | | Current Mood: | aggravated |
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| | WELL..Let me just say..Hey How are yah doing e'ry body!!! I'm fine and Fuckin Dandy , besides the fact that my car has been taken from me..LOL..I gave someone a fender bender..so I have to face the consequences...by not having a car... For the entire fuckin SPRING BREAK!!!(WHat the hell am I going to do..SSSSSHHHHHIIIITTTT!!!)Ill tell you what..Im'a have a fuckin good time I hope they dont think that, that shit is going to hold me down..I aint goona let them(the parentals) think they have the fucking upper hand.. But other than that I'm fine..I went and saw secret Window today(This bitch reminded my ass that er'y thang that glittahs aint fuckin gold...LOL)I will use discression on movies from now on..that was a waste of my fuckin time and money...I cant believe I havent wrote in this bitch in like a month..but anyway im proud to say that my friend Erika has moved up in the journal world..I envy her shit for real..its hella tight..Peace up gurl!!!At this momement in time I'd like to have a moment of silence...for PRINCE'S FINE ASS!!!..LOL..I was at my freind Busola's house last night and on the tv guess who we saw...PRINCE!!! (Mah Baby Daddy)and we were all loooking into his eyes..(you know you cant just do that shit and let it go...you will loose your fuckin mind)... Let me just put it this way..If you look in the man's Eyes the right way..you will cum 3 times and wont be the fuckin wiser..LOL...but thats enough about me...I'm done for the night..y'all have a good night and I'll try to do the same..lol
"Faithfully Fuckin"
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| JANET IS OUT!!! (MARCH 30th)...and the CD is off the hook...i'm proud of this bitch..its hard to stay on top..all these years..but the bitch knows her shit for real!!!! I JUST WANTED TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO MY BABY DADDY........PRINCE!!!!..lol...HIS CONCERT IS COMIN UP..SO YAH..I HAVE TO SEE IF MY MAMA CAN GET ME SOME TICKETS..LOL Matt I enjoyed AMY so much..me and her have been getting close since we met..and talking alot...about your sexi ass..so yah...I havent written in this hoe for a while so I thought I'd grace your pages..cause you all love my entries so much,...lol... well that tight ass hot tub finnally came..im so excited..I have sat in that bitch religously since it came ..and I have taken a good ass sleep afterwards and for some strange reason go into a fucking coma..for a good night..and end up wakeing up late for school..LOL..but hey its fuckin worth it....So Yah.. I havent fucked in it yet..I'm waiting for a special someone to come(Cum)over ::Cough:: for that..((you know who you are..sexi!!))LOL
~*.*FUCKING SILENTLY*.*~
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| | Current Music: | ALICIA KEYS:::MR. Samsonite::: | | Time: | 02:40 pm | | Current Mood: | crazy |
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| ENTANLGED
My love was ENTANGLED when you walked away.
Constantly reminded that my Di*k just wasnt good enough to make you stay.
Knowing that your probably with him as I speak, contemplating my self worth.."DAmn I feel like shit!"
My enfatuation was ENTANGLED the last time we were together, you were dripping wet, half dressed and sexi as hell.
Why you torment my soul I have no idea.
You dont suffer like I do.
Like velcro..."You fuck wit me, Your stuck wit me!"
ENTANGLED in the lies...
ENTANGLED in the pain...
ENTANGLED in the doubt...
I saw you yesterday, you saw me too.
You gave me the most fucked up look in the world.
Why, what did I do...
How the fuck am I the one feeling guilty...
Your the one who cheated, who left, who lied...
I must admit you mutha fuckin won...
You milked me dry...
The money that was spent, given, even harbored for you...
You got what you wanted and youe bounced...
Wow i'm a real bitch you got yours!!...
BUT!!!...
You dont know who you just fucked with...
I know where you work...
Where you live...
Your number...
I bought a 22" today, with your name on it...
You've never met a fatal attraction like this...
Thats right mutha fucka...
IM ENTANGLED!!!
ENTANGLED in my plan of revenge...
ENTANGLED in rage...
ENTANGLED in my HELL!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | ::Naughty Gurl-Beyonce:: | | Subject: | Hey Journal World! | | Time: | 08:01 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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| I hope y'all like my Sexi Ass Justin Timberlake picture...Shit I feel like cummin every time I write a journal entry LOL...But yea..so i'm not sick no more...Well in the area of romance im sorta feeling someone right now..but I cant tell them cause it will fuck everything up between us..Now y'all know that I would usually say something..but this one is differnet for some reason..and ya'll know im top hoe..but I just cant this ones special for some reason...Oh yeah i'm so glad its Friday 2morro..cause I need to let my hair down and put it down like(haaahhh...I dont have anything special to write about but I wanted to let yall in on some shit..
"A.W.M(Always Wanting More)"
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| Well aparently...Im a sex pot when it comes to seducing...(who would of thought)....Now I knew damn well that, it was true when i got results ..thats a damn shame!!...I alomst lost it today after school...Ok heres what happened...I went to the back parking lot of the school to go home...and i see all these people around my car..i was like "hat the fuck is up"?...So then I get closer and these bitches is all over my car laying,standing,resting against my shit!!!...So I composed myself..and I walked over to my car with all these ppl on it...and I rested against my shit like every body else... and i was like.."hey why are all you guys on this car"..and they were like."oh it seemed like a cool place to hang"...So I say..."are you cars close by"...and those Mutha fuckas told me NO!..that they were all p[arked on the other side of the parking lot!!..so I say "why would you just chill on someboies car..that you dont know"..and they say(I cant believe this)..it looked like it didnt matter with that dent and everything!!!...so i went off ..Cussed er'y body and they momma out...they were like oh shit we didnt even know you were the owner..i was like well..yah just did!! i cant expressed everything I said cause i lost it..But lets just say my Back pack was off and I was in every bodies face..LOL!!! I told Erika about it..and she was jus tickled pink!!...i'm messy as hell..only a messy bitch like me would act all nice and shit to his enemies and then cuss the fuck out of them..LOL
"Sex Pot"
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| | Current Music: | :::Erykah Badu::: | | Subject: | Another 1!!! | | Time: | 04:45 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/sick_sy.gif) sick |
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| Its morning...
I open my eyes and breathe softly...
I turn towards you, your pillow touching mine...
I touch your face,hopeing you wont wake up...
You exhale...
You smile...
You open yours eyes...
The sunlight illuminates your face, as if to kiss you and bathe you in light...
You touch me,I shiver...
You kiss my forehead, I laugh...
You put me on my back...
I look at the ceiling while you prove your love...
You take my arms, and place them above my head...
I want you...
I need you...
I'm obsessed...
I have to have it...
You take me in your arms...
You want it...
You need it...
Your obsessed...
You have to have it...
Nothing exists except this moment...
I'm light-headed...
Your eyes roll back...
You moan...
I moan...
you sweat...
I lick your ear...
Your finished...
I'm NOT..
What the Fuc*...
What just happened..
I timed you,its only been 45 sec...
I'm dissapointed...
I push you off...
I take a shower...
I just realized that I have made a mistake...
Never again ..
You wink...
I give you the finger...
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| | Current Music: | :::FULL MOON:::-Brandy | | Subject: | Valentines Day!!! | | Time: | 10:28 am | | Current Mood: | ecstatic |
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| | Well Valentines Day....I'm expecting a fuc*in good one..cause my horoscope was off the hook last night...Sagitarius:::"Could this be too good to be true? No. (Or at least probably not!) You're on top of your game today -- and that includes tonight. Trust your feelings and look out for love":::...so ya'll no i'm ready...I need to at least get my shyt taken care of on Valentines Day..LOL...ya'll know im TOP HOE!!!..Well you guys have a good day and I'LL PROMISE TO DO THE DAMN SAME.. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | ::Jazz Mix:: | | Subject: | Hi.. | | Time: | 12:27 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/artistic_sy.gif) artistic |
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| This is just cause I wanted to write:
LOVE..is blind.
L..oving you is hard cause your
love is barren.
O..utrages are the claims about
you, yet i still love you.
V..ibrant are the colors that you
bring me when you are near.
E..valuation of your past wants
and needs have longed
for your return.
LOVE..is gone now cause your love
is past tense!
LOVE..in your vocabulary hath no
patience.
LOVE..Is only a word(Faceless,
Shapeless,Devoid and without
form)to you who have given me
only doubts.
A..LOVE..that is only pure when
were together.
A..LOVE..that is fickle in any weather.
A..LOVE that invokes pain, yet washes away with that good lovin(Shit I aint gon' lie its good for me).
A..LOVE..that with time passes
from me.
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| I just wanted to give yall a brief but tantalizing....adventure! I dont know what to do..im on a fence i cant giveyou the logistics..but im in the midst of an emotional roller coaster...but isnt that what life is all about...Isnt life just a flood gate that opens at will and drowns you with shyt that really doesnt need to be in your life...well..Lets just say im feeling 2 ppl right now..and im in a struggle i dont know if i can trust my heart around one....and the other I just want to fuck, but there doesnt lie the problem....the problem is me getting enough courage to confront my own feelings..with these ppl...Because they have nothing to do with it..their fine andd content..with out a problem or a blemish..its me and my dumb ass emotions that got me feeling like a fish out of water...but im a leave it like that..good night Bitches and Hoes yall keep it pimp'n!!!
"Utterly Confused"
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| | Current Music: | NoNe FoR tHe 2Nd TyMe!!! (Thats Not Good) | | Subject: | :::Weekend Fun::: | | Time: | 10:43 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonsis/stars/yellow/awake_sy.gif) okay |
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| Well I had a good weekend,I saw Barber Shop 2..That movie is funny as hell...I think its better than the 1st..I really do!!! And Cedy(Cedric The Entertainer)Is so Fuc*ing dumb...He needs a dumb ass grammy for real...well oh I wasnt horny at all this weekend...cuz yall know im a hoe!! but when we were at the movies..lets just say I could have gotten my shit for free but ..my parental units were there.and the guy got scared!!LOL...he was cute though and He winked at me..I was like "This is too damn much!"....I laughed my ass off...I wish my gurls would have been with me..((Erika knows what I mean when I talk about freebies))..LOL my mom was like,"Dang you getting more play than your sister!"..lol thats sad cuz my sister is the shyt!!!
"Pimpin Both Sexes"
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